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My Personality: Expiration DateMy personality
It's got an Expiration Date
Five years and I'm no good

In five years you'll decide
My personality sucks
I don't know why
But its happened thrice

It'll happen again
I'll be twenty-two

Then again at twenty-seven
And so forth

The curse of 5
I'll not escape

In eighteen years
I've never been proven wrong
It's hard to believe I ever will be

That little bit of hope
Flickers more and more
Soon it will go out
Darkness consuming
Till I'm nothing, but a tombstone

I should have seenI try
And I try
To be better
And better
I try to be perfect
I want no fault
All for you

I only wish to be everything
And give you everything
I didn't know
I was hurting you

Again and again
You told me I was fine
There's nothing wrong
I should have understood
And accepted myself

We all have faults
It doesn't mean there's something wrong
I just wanted to reach the impossible
I wanted to be perfect
For you

I'm sorry
I should have seen
You love me
For me

The Angel

The Angel

Beautiful angel,
thy face is so angelic
so nice yet so shy.

A voice so soothing,
thou can calm every fear
with your gently words.

Thee so sweet and wise.
Many come for thy advise,
'tis reassuring.

Who art thou angel,
so kind, trust worthy and wise?
She is Yevgenia.

Buildings

I know the buildings crave to be people. You can hear it in the dead of night. They murmur as they shift in the ground, willing their beams to become bone and their spaces to fill with organs and muscles. They wish for their walls to change to flesh. From the smallest house, to the tallest tower, they're all aching to get up and move.
The cathedral dreamed. It stared from it's rose window eye and saw the world in shards of colour. It thought about getting up from it's spot, and going to go visit the family. It wanted to go to Paris to meet Notre Dame, and ask how it felt to inspire other buildings. How it felt to be one of the first bui

Adventures of Alix - The ScotsmanAlix gazed up at the sky. Since it was July and in the depths of winter she didn’t have to shade her eyes. Soaring far above was one of the tallest buildings in the world, ‘Senseless idiots’ she muttered. Alix had never agreed with building skyscrapers, but she supposed it was better than spreading outwards and taking over land.
Something dangling from the roof of the monstrous building caught her eye. It hung precariously, seemingly by just a thin rope, but there was no way she could tell from way down here. Her sense of adventure kicked in, ‘Dammit! I’m gonna have to get up there somehow.’
Alix headed to

Child Game - PrologueThe mother screamed as she walked into the kitchen. All five of her kids were covered in mud and getting into the fridge. Mud smeared on the counter top where the two youngest had scooted their muddy bums towards the sink. They now had their feet in the sink with the water on trying to wash off the mud. The middle child was frozen in the mid-action of pouring a glass of juice; her muddy hands all over the jug and cup. The older two looked around as if trying to find a place to hide and at the same time, come up with an excuse for their appearance.

"W-well," Sam, the oldest one said in a way she thought was reasonably, "You did tell us t

Frozen StarlightSolid starlight beam,
Precarious illusion,
Photon Congo line.

Each born of fusion,
To squirm through desolate space,
Die in my retina.

I Thought I was Alive"Can you hear me?"

That is the first thing she hears when she is born. Amidst the whir of machinery all around her, that is the first voice she hears. And immediately, she thinks it is a beautiful voice. The mechanized arms around her continue on with their job, constructing her body, but she pays them no mind. Her deep blue eyes blink open and she answers, "Yes."

She can see the bright lights that are illuminating the stage where she is being built, but beyond them there is nothing but darkness. A shame. Part of her wants to meet the one who is giving her life. The information downloaded into her memory tells her that the voice is a mascul

The Boy in the CornerHe curls in the corner of the lit-up room,
watching from the shadows
The women, they laugh, with pearls 'round their necks,
And men in fine suits sip from delicate glasses
Golden chandeliers hang from the ceiling
as society's elite mingle seamlessly

And the boy-
his face is unwashed, his hair unkempt,
but he watches, and he learns
and he sees

So he makes a vow:
Never be like them, the ones within the light,
the ones walking past his corner without a glance,
the ones laughing their polite, gilded laughs,
the ignorant, the ones never knowing
what it was to reside within darkened corners

That vow is kept:
the rest of his days is

My Dear Art blockMy Dear Art block
with sharp edges tinted gray
you kill my art
and ruin my day
I sketch and crumble and throw away
the art of which seems so cliche
It's cruel how you hold my art at bay
you hurt my pride so please do not stay!

My Dear Art block
your evil schemes will not prevail
as I try with all my heart
and sadly, utterly fail
Your walls may be tall and hard to scale
But I will not sulk or cry or wail
Even though my skills seem old and stale
Just please pass 'Go' and head to jail!

My Dear art block
I thought it was clear
I hate your guts
and I wish you weren't near
I know you laugh at me, you scoff and sneer
But I'll have the last lau

Sweet sweet AliceWith a field of butterflies flying through your curls
My sweet sweet Alice
You always stumble so easily
Always tripping and falling down rabbit holes
Finding Wonderland isn't always so easy
Sweet sweet Alice
They say you are mad, but it isn't so
Afterall, we all are mad here
Some of us just moreso than others
Sweet sweet Alice
The rabbit's pocket watch is ticking
You're late for tea at the Hatter's tea party
Dearest Alice
The queen wishes your head in tonight's crochet match
Sweet sweet Alice
The Cheshire cat's rough tongue plays rythms into your ears, never truly clear
Perhaps it is he who has riddled your mind
Alice my dear,
These pills t

So I Won't ForgetInside the dark I’ve wandered through
Is light truly what I seek?
Or could it be that I pursue
Something hidden in this bleak?

Time moves forward, as you know
Towards the future you should reach
But my memories do show
And to me they always leech

It hurts, it hurts; it hurts so much
You reach to me, but I can’t touch
I’m rotten, rotten through and through
I’m broken, broken, can’t undo

I think, someday, I will move on
And I’ll be happy from thereon
And then I’ll be able to smile
Someday soon, yes, I will smile

But so that I will not forget
The pain that made me who I am
I’ll keep the fragmen

REGAL: My Little Pony FiM fan film SynopsisEquestria is full of love, freedom, and liberty. It's a land of peace. But, on just another ordinary day in Equestria, an attack happens in the capital, Canterlot; Chrysalis and her Changelings have returned, and have turned all of Equestria into a police-state. Princess Celestia, Princess Luna and the Elements of Harmony have been captured, and though all hope seems lost, the Mane Six: Twilight Sparkle, Rainbow Dash (Emily Koch), Fluttershy (Meredith Sims), Applejack, Rarity and Pinkie Pie embark on a quest to find the lost Princesses, and attempt to regain the Elements of Harmony so that they may save Equestria from Chrysalis' rule.
But w

ListenShouting, sometimes it seems like the only option.
Can you hear me?
Loud and clear. Now what was it you were saying?
Eyes narrow, shake of the head.
Never mind
Nobody listens, so you choose to stop talking.
You sit alone, not lonely.
You stay quiet, not silenced.
And sometimes the quietude is louder than the shouts.

Stepping Stone FriendI am what you call a stepping stone friend,
I don't really matter to you,
You just use me,
Take advantage of my friends,
And turn them against me,
I did not know I was being used,
But, you were using me.
I was just your stepping stone.
You did not care about me.
You took my reputation,
Stole my friends,
And turned the world against me.
You used me to push yourself higher.
You say this is all I can do,
Be a stepping stone.
According to you I have no feelings,
No emotions,
No concerns,
No life,
I am nothing,
But a stepping stone.

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by *Izzykins94, Nov 18, 2012, 10:39:49 PM
Literature / Poetry / General Poetry / Free Verse

I know my Mother
I know my Father
I know I wasn't wanted

I know I was born as a last ditch effort
To save their failing marriage
I didn't save it

They couldn't do the kind thing
Leave me behind
Relingious their rights

My Mother wanted me
So my Father couldn't have me
Once she had me she had no interst

I went to bed hungry so many nights
I didn't have an outfit for anymore than two days a week
Most years one outfit had to last five school days

Frankiepoo came into our lives
He spanked me because Mother said it was okay
He was fed and clothed better than me

I left
My Father promised me a better life
He lied

I didn't see it at first
I was so happy to have food and clothes
A bed to myself, a whole room to myself

It wore off
He became a monster
My Mother stepped out of the picture

She came back in
But left with glee once more
Not before reminding me how worthless and horrid I am

My Father is an alcholic
An asshole
He takes his anger out on me

Yet claims to love me oh so much
And wants nothing more than to protect me
How can that be?

If he's angry
He takes it out on me
Calls me names tells me I should just go die on the streets

It's gotten so bad he'll throw things at me
My head is his favorite target
Anger relief

He sees nothing wrong cause he feels better
I feel worse
But he doesn't care

It's all my fault
They both agree
Should never have been born

I'm just misery
To all those I touch
Should do the world a favor and just go bye-bye

I know my parents
But I am parentless
I think them cruel

To let me know them
To let me know how hated I am
To always know no matter where I go in life I'll always be a disappointment

Parentlessby *Izzykins94

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~RockNRollGal Nov 21, 2012 Hobbyist Writer

This is so sad, and so horrible, I'm sorry you have to live like that.

I really do hope that things will get better for you. God bless you.

~T-R-E-V Nov 19, 2012

^To add further to what I said above, I strongly believe that people should only have children if they really want them. It would spare so many people so much pain. Alcoholism is a horrible thing, but a lot of times those people are victims themselves. And as for your mother...

~T-R-E-V Nov 19, 2012

I second all the above^. That is really sad, and I'm so sorry

. (you probably don't want to hear that all the time)

~mabelpinesrules1 Nov 19, 2012 Student General Artist

OMG! Is that a true story? If it is I am so very sorry. But if you just wrote it out of the blue then nice job :emcoticonpleasedplz:

*Izzykins94 Nov 19, 2012

Yeah its true its a very shorten version of my 18 years but all true

~mabelpinesrules1 Nov 19, 2012 Student General Artist

I am so sorry . Just know that DA has got your back

*LinkNZeldaForever Nov 18, 2012

I hope this isn't true and if it is I am so sorry.

*Izzykins94 Nov 19, 2012

yeah its true and thanks

*LinkNZeldaForever Nov 19, 2012

Than I am truly sorry... however, some of us are truly parentless as well... Have you tried talking to them about how you feel? I mean really talking to them? Even if you and others can understand what they are doing is wrong, it does not mean they do.

Some times they need a light of their own to show them through the darkness. Strangely, people care in some of the cruelest ways...

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